Lyrics from me 2 u

Better Man

Trust was never meant for me, stuck on sides that can’t be seen. I pray on what the world believes, the easy way I turn to you. Maybe chance is all played out, and a better man would have figured how to finally understand and turn around, but my better man just won’t come out. Tears that ask me if I cared, replacing words she never shared. It’s not worth to share the pain, as I’m not worth her time again. Maybe chance is all played out and a better man would have figured how to finally understand and turn around. But my better man…Why? Why do I keep on crying? Why? Why do these tears keep calling your name? I, no I cannot stop lying, trying, fighting this pain. Maybe chance is all played out, and a better man would have figured how to finally understand and turn around. But my batter man just won’t come out. Maybe chance is all played out and a better man would have figured how to finally understand and turn around. But my better man… my better man....

Calling Your Name

I don’t know exactly how to put into words the way I feel. I don’t even know exactly what to say. I just keep typing; just keep thinking what I’ve always wanted you to know. I look at things today and wonder how they got so turned around. And I look at how I felt back then, and wonder why I let myself get pushed around. I have to wonder if it was all a game. But I can’t say these things; I already know the answer that will be there. I can’t decide whether this is for better or for the worst. All I know is I’ve got to move on some how. I don’t want to leave you here alone. I cannot figure out how to say goodbye. All I know is that I have to find my escape, to think of what to do. If I don’t, I’ll end up just like you. Wondering where to go, what would be my next move? I can’t decide what I want, but I know it’s not this life. I can’t live a life never knowing what’s around the bend. I love you, yes that’s true, but it’s also the end. The end of what was there, the end of what will come. I can’t deal with the emotions you’ve brought up. Things I’ve never understood. Things I’ve never wanted to feel. The loss, the pain, the guilt, it’s all there. And I just can’t deal. I’ve lost one man in my life… lost within the dawn, never to return. And in some dark, secret hope, I wish you’ll do the same… but then these tears keep calling your name. I can’t leave you alone very long; I have to hear your voice again. I can’t decide what to do; I can’t decide what to say. So for now, I’ll just sit here and cry, praying that without my knowledge, you’ll figure out what they mean, like you used to, and we’d mend this problem once again.

Photograph

Tears fall hard like rain again, washing over me. You say nothing will ever change, what do I believe? You fall deep inside again, nothing left to see. Weakness fills your heart again, you put it to rest. Forfeit everything because you were never strong enough. Close my eyes again and pray that life will not give up. I try to see you face again, a photograph for me. Your voice calling again, nothing left for me. You try to find your place again, waiting just to breathe. Weakness takes your heart again, you put it to rest. Locked in side again, locked inside again, locked inside again…. Forfeit everything cause you were never strong enough. Close my eyes again and pray that life will not give up. Forfeit everything because you were never strong enough, close my eyes again and pray that life will not give up. Did you forget about the things I said, find a life and loose yourself then deny those who try to bring you down. Kill the pain and emptiness, find a love and loose yourself. Without this life you’re just a memory. Locked inside again, locked inside again, locked inside again…. Forfeit everything because you were never strong enough, close my eyes again and pray that life will not give up. Forfeit everything because you were never strong enough, close my eyes again and pray that life will not give up.

Stay

I walk to the edge again, searching for the truth, taken by the memories of all that I’ve been through. If I could hear you voice I know I would be okay. I know that I’ve been lost but I’m begging you to stay, won’t you stay? Will you be here, or will I be alone? Will I be scared, oh teach me how to be strong. If I fall down, will you help me carry on, I cannot do this alone. I wish that I could turn back time, just to have one more chance. To be the man that I need to be, I hope you’ll understand. If I could hear your voice I know I would be okay. I know that I’ve been wrong but I’m begging you to stay, won’t you stay? Will you be here or will I be alone? Will I be scared, oh teach me how to be strong. And If I fall down, will you help me carry on? I cannot do this alone. I need your hand to help me through this time again, nothing compares to how I feel when I look at you. You never know, you never know tomorrow. You never know; you never know tomorrow, don’t walk away…. Will you be here, or will I be alone? Will I be scared, oh teach me how to be strong. And if I fall down, will you help me carry on? I cannot to this alone…. Will you be here or will I be alone? Will I be scared, oh teach me how to be strong. And If I fall down, will you help me carry on? I cannot do this alone…. I am not alone, I know you’re there. I am not alone, I know you’re there. I am not alone, I know you’re there. I am not alone….